Well, I might have brought it upon myself for drawing something like this and allowing it on the internet. I knew it would provoke some people, especially those that were not the target audience.

( RAAAAAGE!!!!! ....IKARIIIII!!!!! )

Cross posted to pkmn_ship_rants

Okay, why am I even starting this. To vent, I guess, because. Just because. I don't need anyone to read this, I just want to vomit my thoughts onto this e-journal, thats all.

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Years ago, I wouldn't have been making this journal entry/post. Just yesterday I was looking at my Naruto tag and laughing at the absurdity of how I was freaking out about watching Shippuden. XD

That awkward moment when you are reading some of your old Comashipping fics and the dialogue just keeps bringing you back to SasuNaru.

Guys. Stop doing this to me.

So I have friends who have lives and stuff. And she's telling me how she's having sex because that's what people want. I mean, there's nothing wrong with it, but then she bashes another friend who is still a virgin and calling her lame. There's also nothing wrong with having sex because hey, if you like it, then okay. But that's not the point of this post.

Anyway, she said "Isn't the reason we read smut because we want to do it ourselves?" And I was like, yeah, I guess, okay. But every time I read a badly written make out scene, I'm reminded of my previous relationship, and even though it did not end up badly or was not anything painful, it just made me kind of squeamish.

I don't know if it's me or my past relationship, but I like my fandom because I like my fandom. I mean, I read fanfiction because I love my pairings and I like seeing them happy. And yeah, I guess I would like that for myself some time, maybe, in my life, probably.

Some mood swings make me want to have someone to cuddle with, and then sometimes I think that maybe, I want to be in a relationship too. But then I think about it and then I remembered that I don't like people and I'm not really attracted to people. ...Maybe I just haven't been with the right people or something, but I don't really need one other person because I would rather indulge in the content of my favorite pairings. Because seeing other people happy just makes me happier.

Yeah.

Since kylestowell has been using her LJ for rage posts, maybe I should to.

...Well, that's what my Rants of A Starving Artist was about anyway, but...

Oh! Also welcome kylestowell! >w< Mah lil baby sis! *poke poke*

Anyway, on to a real rant, of sorts.

( For all those artists out there... )

Have I written enough that I can be promoted to "Actual Writer" level yet? ._.

[Edit]
Apparently not yet if I still need my lil sister to beta my fics. And she does a damn good job at it.

I feel stupid and desperate for getting so giddy and squealing over the stupid things I write. ...Am I dumb?

[Gaining From Loss] - Chapter 6
Length: Chapter - Incomplete
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Adventure/Romance
Warning(s): BL, Swearing
Character(s): Ash, Paul, others
Pairing(s): Paul x Ash
Summary: After thrown into certain situations, Ash and Paul must work together to get back what was lost and make it out alive.
Author's Notes: Finally got a title and felt like updating early because I rather liked this chapter.
Chapters: [1][2][3 & 4][5]

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I had so much fun with photomanips. =w=

Pokemon
[7] Comashipping
[2] Shinji
[1] Nozomi

( Did you miss me guys? )

Crossposted to coma_shipping, pokemon_icons